When I get disappointed or frustrated I make quick changes. They are quick, but not little ones. For instance, when I am mad and need to occupy my brain, I try and move apartments. I don't know why? Don't most people just cut their hair? I love my apt, but I kind of have an
absentee landlord. Winter is coming up and my heating issue hasn't been fixed and I pay all my
utilities and my rent is not cheap. I think moving will be thrifty, plus it will make me busy. Very busy.... See, I am beyond frustrated with someone in my life and since he isn't around for me to discuss with (or we can discuss and nothing changes), I feel like it is a good time to move. Seriously, this has to be a therapists dream. I did find a little apt in
Brookline last night and the rent is so much cheaper than mine, it is super cute (but smaller than mine), they will take Ruby and all the utilities are included.... but I will have to commute on the T each day (I walk to work now). I kind of want it, but I wonder if I really want it.... because I like starting over and over and over... It is like purging of all the bad things, throwing stuff out and moving on.
It
isn't the first time I have done this either...